I only wish the wolrd could see me as i see myself. Everything is changeing so qucikly and im just sitting back and watching it all happen not knowing whats comeing next, i dont even wonder about the future whatever comes comes good or bad its all for the best.* I;ll never care what you think of me I'll only care what i think of me * if i left would something happen? .I guess not. IM lost now i did the bad girl thing cool i did the prep ok but now what now? NOthing ? ONly if life would be more intreasting cuase it really is getting old now.