Today was just like any other day hopeing for it to be over with and done.I wonder why the drama always shows up at my door step.I dont rember when i did this but i asked my friends about myself and they said i was a great person and stuff and they didnt think my life was so bad but that drama comes to me and its not my own its others. But i've learnd to look pass that.I knew what to say but now im not sure if i should just spill my problems into this so called dairy.Have you relized that school is full of drama you dont want to get involed in but you get in some way one or another. But when you try to get out its not that easy.I dont think its so hard for guys but a girl it is they dont know things we do noafence guys. Dont you ever wish everything would go away over night i know it doesnt work like that but i wish it did.I know we shouldnt cry over stupid things but this is alot bigger then any of you would know.What would you do when your friend needs you more then ever but keeps pushing you away and all you can do is cry with out anyone knowing.I want to run and i want to hide and i wish it was me not you.(you know who you are)These tears are falling down my face and i dont know what to do with them and there for you and i only wish it wasnt you!! ONly if it wasnt you!!! I would do anything for it to go away me for happyness to find you instead of me.