Try to forget the pain of the past, for it only holds you back, he's the dream of something you were unsure of you've tried to hold on to it and now you know you must let go. He held you back, he never let go, he kept you close, sure that he'd be able to take from your heart whenever he needed reassurence. He only left memories scars that will never go away. The pain you felt and thought was him, was you, you looked into his eyes realizing that it was you your own reflection put in the eyes of another, you knew not happiness although it felt so real. Reality scared you so you couldnt let go, you were afraid to feel anything for anyone else and blamed him. Dont hide, nows not the time to run. Face your past alone and forget the pain.