She sits alone with her thoughs of broken lies and endless hurt... it always comes back... the dark always comes back... but why.... thats the question that never seems to find an answer thats good enough... it always looks for something better.. someone happier to destroy... but today it sits with me.. it always finds me... it settles beneath the skin and surrounds your heart trying to weaken you and build its own strength.... you fight it.. but the more you fight.. the more you feel your losing yourself... your body will give out one day... you'll be gone all together.. and you can feel it... then your heart beats faster.. your back and its only because he's around... the light surrounds you and the dark fades.. for now.. you let the light dance through your soul, lighting the places you never thought it could reach... the deepest space of dark.. out of knowwhere it suddenly ends.. the light fades away and the dark overwhelms you.. darker than before.... maybe its because you let the light in... you allowed yourself to feel.... now your eyes are glazed and your lost in the crowds of people... looking as though your lost in yourself... in a dream.. a nightmare.. it drags on endlessly discouraging your escape...