learning

Feeling: anxious

I have four core values; Love Labor Learning & Loyalty. Although I treasure each one, I found Learning to be the most important. You can learn to love, myself, my sister, my mother. You can learn what true loyalty is; my sisters, my love, and true friends. Diane. You can learn to work hard, for a purpose, for your goals, and for others. Learning is important. My whole life I was perfect. and I say this because I never had to learn from my mistakes, I learned from my two older sister's mistakes. They Taught me everything not to do. But on my own at school, I made some mistakes of my own. They were big and hurtful to myself and others, but I unfortunately didn't see this until the smoke had cleared, and I had broken my own heart. I learned about some precious things in life, and a lot about myself. I don't always know how I feel or what I want in life. In fact im incredibly indecisive and don't even know what I want for breakfast. But I learned that I need to make decisions. I refused to choose and to make one between two hearts. My own wild heart and another loves. I didn't choose because I couldn't make a decision. I was selfish and wanted both of them so thats what I did. If I had chosen one or the other. I would have saved a lot of feelings, but I don't trust myself to always make the right decisions, and with this mistake, I wouldn't be where I am today. i've always liked learning and exploring new things. Whether its genocide, history, wild animals, beasts, made-up creatures, but learning about yourself.. that is scary.

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