I'm so proud of myself :] I told him how i felt about him. It might not seem like a big deal, but it is to me. I'm not that good with guys && such, && i'm usually really quiet, && this year im really working on it. But yeah. I just came out and said it. or, typed it. yeah, idk how i feel right now. very confused. because last time he broke my heart, and i dont want it to happen again. so i'm not getting my hopes up, just wishful thinking i suppose. :] yeah. :] eee. he makes me really happy. he does. && i love him to death. :] i really do. gdlkafjdlkajg:D idk what else to say