my thoughts for today I need a girlfriend....but it can;t just be anyone....god i;m too fucking picky.the one i want is taken, and the other one i'd take is too far out of my reach now. i thought about suicide a lot today...too damn much. My dad is an ass...just a complete ass I'm sick of lax already, and its only been a couple weeks. I've been really stressed out, i'm sick of life and living. goodnight and goodbye