i haven't slept in 4 days, my dreams are horrible i start out in an bright white room, and I'm wearing all black with a blood red rose in my hand thats cutting my palm. There is a kid in this room lying on the floor. His face is unclear, but i recognize him anyways...tall, brown medium length hair, and lightish blue eyes. This kid takes a razo and plunges it into his left forearm and pulls up, cutting along his vein. Blood flows out, and this kid screams a terrible scream. Blood covers the floor, becoming dark and thick, and this kid doesnt die from blood loss, but from drowning in his own blood. I then bend down and out this rose on his chest, and my hand become covered in blood. I've woken up everytime at this point. When i wake up, I'm sweating and in a ball with my muscles convulsing.