im so fucking sick right now...i just wanna roll over and die...im so fucking bored...no one to talk to,dont fel up to going and doing something...and on top of all that my dad is being a dick hardcore today...so yeah just got done working!feel 20 times worse...getting your heart ripped out prolly feels better than this...oh yeah ive had that too...i guess it doesnt...i wish someone would call/get online...jesus i dont think i should lift heavy boxes for along time when im really sick...i think i might goto the hospital im all fucked up...my throat is on fire and i cant stop coughing at this moment...oh yay i get to go argue with my dad now and prolly lose my vioce...great!