So, today was okay...I went to all of my classes, which took a lot out of me..lol..but It went well. I was able to take an hour nap, so that was good. Today, I fasted all day...in specifics for the election! I'm totally putting it in God's hands, just praying that His will be done and that He will work through whoever is in office....Granted, I think that would be best with Bush, but God is God and I'm not. So, its been neat to rely on God fully all day. If you know me, you know its really hard for me to give up food! So this was a huge test for myself to fully trust in and rely on God! I think it has brought me closer to Him. I'm excited.... I'm hoping that my relationship with God gets stronger, I know that I need to be closer to Him. I don't know what's been wrong with me lately...I guess its like, nothing bad or spectacular is going on...I'm just existing..and thats hard...but I've been growing in my walk, and I don't know why I'm feeling this way..I really don't know what is wrong, I could think for a while and honestly not give you an answer...It's really weird....There were things bothering me before A LOT, but I talked them out with my brother and he reasurred me that everything would be fine and he promised me things, so I'm fine with that now...but I just don't know EXACTLY what is up? It's weird... I do know that for awhile now I have been struggiling with the desires of my heart, and I believe God knows them and will in His timing grant them to me...but I don't know...I guess now its just I REALLY realized that, AS MUCH AS I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY BROTHER MORE THAN ANYTHING...I need more than just a brother in my life...God knows too... It's hard being patient..... So if you could..please pray for me....Thanks! P.S ...RED SOX ROCK MY FACE OFF..GO PATS...GO BUSH!!