So...yea. I'm so fucking sick of everything right now i could puke. I mean jesus, can't i know what i want for ONCE in my life?!?! Ugh. The pointlessness of my existence amazes me. I wanna scream. Ah....fuck it, i'm not getting into that. Anyway....So sunday rocked...I went to the mall with Sam and Jbo. They're amazing friends, cheering me up and all. They're the best guy friends a girl could ask for. Today was a total bust. The only good part about my day was eating lunch with Lisa. She got her hair permed so now she's my poodle! Hehe. She makes school worth my time. I really wish she wasn't grounded. It sucks major not spending entire weekends with her like we used to. I have a feeling she's drifting away though....I really hope not. That would make my high school life total hell. I dunno what i'd do without her.