do it rite

they sent my dad the letter. i told them i was 18 and to keep them out of this because i would handle it, but they sent the letter to my dad. up untill an hour ago i was the girl who sobered up and got 3 jobs out of no where. now im the shoplifing child they dont trust. i love how when it happened (1 month ago) i cried and swore id never do it again and handed back the mascara. theyre suing me for 250. ironically last night some older man came into rite and totally stuffed all his pockets and his pants and walked right out. the alarm was ringing off so loud and none of those retards even cared to look up. my mom was like um excuse me hes like 5 feet away outside arent you going to do anything. an employee casually laughed and said "oh thats robert sometimes he buys stuff sometimes he doesnt" my mom was like well it looks like he stole alot hes just sitting outside you can get it back, and hes like "i aint touching him" FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!I SPENT 100 DOLLARS THE TIME BEFORE I CAME IN AND STOLE A LOUSY MASCARA THAT COSTS 2 CENTS TO MAKE BECAUSE ITS REALLY JUST TAR AND FECIES AND ITS OK TO SLAP ME WITH YOUR BIG RITE AID DICK BECAUSE YOU DONT MIND TOUCHING ME?!! so thisll fix me real good. learnd my lesson. FUCK YOU. YOU OWE ME 250 RITE AID AND SINCE YOU DIDNT PLAY NICE IM TAKING MORE THAN THAT. im concentrating my shoplifting on them now. ok so what i really meant when i cried and promised i would never do it again was that i wont get that cocky and careless like that again. how could i let such a thing get by me? the one time i get caught im for the first time stealing with the girl who always gets caught. what was i thinking? my art was mastered and i let it get flawed. better working alone, or working with oblivious people, or working with the originals. so i made a mistake. it wont happen again. ive been doing this for years. im not one to be dikey but if im going to strap on and fuck something in the ass its going to be authority. and who better to do it than a young adult with t&a. its a tough person to be and im going to reap the benifits i deserve. its just teen female power trip right? do i look like a slut? is it the way i move my butt? is it the way my clothes are cut? i dont give a fuck. (ok that was pretty irrelevant, but i cant get this one song out of my head) you know what i had a knife held up to me by some hick and security did nothing. i had a guitar stolen by another peice of shit and cops did nothing. and now im monster bitch status pissed thanks rite aid now im going to royally FUCK YOU. love, Brittany p.s. if youre good at it, steal from rite aid.
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yay you're back. yeah cait and i still write in ours all the time. welcome to our cult. okay so i just read all of your entries and (1) i think they've either put you on the wrong dosage for antidepressants or maybe you're like jamora and you should be on a mood stablizer also (?) or just take a diff. type of anti-d. try prozac cause its awesome. uhmm also that's fucking gay about rite aid and i'll def. steal some of their overpriced shit for you
Don't you hate that when you're doing better than ever something small and irrelevant screws everything up? It happens to me all the time.
But on a nother note, I'm glad you're s.d.-ing with us, it's kind of fun. AND. I want to see you asapular. Let's me you and rashonda go rollerskating (I'm terrible at it but it's fun) or go hiking or something.
PS where are you working?