ok so im putting together a chain of events and its become obvious, and i have to say it makes me uncomfortable. so no to that. no no no. and i dont know why just no, no need for me to get measly, why do i get measly? i would make an awful boy. i would be so queer. and he talks to me and i just want him to shut up and i dont want to talk to him because ill be mean for no reason and thats just the wrong impression of me. even if i am matured beyond my years it doesnt change the fact i have the boy girl relationship maturity of 3rd grade right now. i could work it out but not now. and office people are so god damn weird. so pure and right and faithfull and good, they have to either have been so wild in the past they've come to this place or they just are schizo animals on the weekend. i just keep my mouth shut.