ok so anthony says he'll talk to james for me but god i wish he would have the balls to do it himself. shit man i hate it when people think their so awesome but their fucking shit. man...i feel like cutting so bad. i mean cutting where i cant regret it or turn back. my mom is pissing me off, my dad the same and school is just the cherry on my fucking happiness. im excited about a few things though... on thursday me and tasha will skip to go see our nmb buddies, then i have a game on sat. and sun. and on sat. im going with tasha to see white noise and walk around the mall.
why does shit happen to me?
my aunt is so damn cool. shes letting me skip...god that woman knows how to save lifes. cause i needed this...
i need to escape