Im Saying Sorry

Feeling: angsty
Dear Danielle, Happy FREAKING Birthday!! I rly hope that you rly like your presents from me and I'm rly sorry that we couldn't get you green converse shoes. ♥ Anyhoo, Kara's birthday party was last night. Eventful fun and dramatic. I have to say sorry, not for my actions but for hurting someone that I rly love. I drank so much and it was chillin. Fuck. I always kiss the wrong boys. I can't explain how I feel about it though, I don't think it was THAT big of a deal. Because, you guys aren't dating, your like best friends, and you kissed my boy and I just let it go, because our friendship is worth more even if its not extremely the longest going one. I know I screwed up, but never once in my life have I said I was perfect. No I don't take it back, because that would be a regret, I believe in no regrets. Uhm thank the lord, she doesn't hate me, AH ..relief. Okay, issue 2, My best friend, which I believe has been the issue for like monthes now. I'm getting really sick of it. I HATE her mom, not even kidding, hate is a STRONG fucking word and when I say it about this woman I mean it. She pisses me right off. All I ask is that Kate takes maybe 2 days of her week, maybe even 1, where me and her could just be together and be us and have fun like we used to. I didn't want to move on without her, but its definatly looking like thats the new plan, I'm so sick of being sad, obviously she's doing just fine without me...I love her forever, I will always want her back, but I don't wait for much..and I've waited long enough for this. Maybe ..she'll get it..maybe not? Who knows. Buuut her bf..well I don't approve of some shit, I dont hate him though, kay, kay. But i'll slap him next time he mocks my sister. Somebody has to save the fucking earth, I love her and how she doesn't give 2 fucking shits what anyone thinks, she's awesome. More details later...on shit from the party..it was crazy. ALEX ATE THE WORM! WHAT!?!? LAwlz LovePrincessKelli-Leeee
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