I want ... To be happy with who Iam To be happy with how my life is just now To have old friends back To not get pissed off so easily To be able to study and pass these exams To fit into my life again To feel beautiful To be wanted To be loved To find somthing or someone that makes me want to wake up in the morning To say thank you to every person who has ever helped me or been there for me To not hold grudges and forgive people But most of all to not want anymore.