my skin shines where there is new raw flesh being exposed. swelling the surface, turning various shades of red and purple. it tingles and burns.. the pain shoots up my arm and then back down to the fingertips. im becoming very unaware of my surroundings. surprised my words are coming out right... -spelled correctly. i cant blink or everything will disappear. much weight is placed on my eyes, but i still force them open. i breath at a steady pace. constant screeching is pounding into my ears... how irritating. the high pitch noise makes me cringe. it makes me crawl underneath my skin. - - - - - - - - i speak to you softly. letting words of love flow from my heart out of my lips. the words drift along and find their way to you. so profound and beautiful. words that are so clear. every second away from you is another second craving you. your name, your love tickles me inside. to know that strong feeling is what makes me happy. yearning for you. craving you like the sweetest taste. the strongest drug. becoming addicted and overdosing on you.