i didnt go to school thursday or friday. so i basically only went one day last week. i have called conrad 3 am or around that time each morning to say good morning. he didnt go to work thursday or friday as well. so i stayed home thursday and called him. got a double dose of love. heh. since i havent done much else i mostly just talked to him. it was awesome and i am glad that we have had so much time to talk to each other. even though it could get pretty expensive. im going to skip friday for now. saturday after my LONG wonderful night HAHAH AHEM (next entry) marissa and i got up and got ready for church. i quickly called conrad to tell him id be gone all day but would try to call him later. no problem. i didnt want to go anywhere saturday. i felt sick all over again... it sucked. so after church and potluck marissa and i walked to circle k and these 3 black guys pull over. i was going to keep walking but they asked for directions to "pick me ave." hahaha. then he put his hand out to shake mine. i didnt want to be completely mean. so he is sweet talking me. and one to marissa. they were nice but probably full of shit. saying how beautiful we are and they dont do this everyday. so he gave me his number... yeah. like im going to call, i have a boyfriend. but he is like what you arent into black guys? i said im into any kind of guys that im not at all racist. but these guys... the way they acted made me feel so low... like a piece of meat and thats it. it doesnt feel good. getting to the corner store i got my phone card and we headed to borders. i called conrad and talked a bit to him. then this other guy comes up to use the pay phone. he starts talking to me. he was high or drunk. but he is saying all this shit about my hair and how i dress and how he wants to take me out to get a drink. umm no thanks. when he finally left i called conrad and just said, you have to get out here conrad. by that point i was pissed... these guys are UGH i dont know... but i said "conrad i am mad... this and this happened and i really want you come out here... i need you here." but not for just that reason. marissa and i left with fidi to go see this play for my school. then went to TGI fridays to eat. fidi asks me about chris and said he asked chris what was up with the two of us. apparently he was all shy and smiling when he said "its just guitar." whatever, people can think what they want. im not too worried about it. sunday i saw my uncle for the first time in 2 months. didnt say much to him. then we went to 7/11 and this guy i always see was working. we have never talked but he does manage to keep an eye out. hahaha. mom went to work so i chilled with lauren and christian. i called conrad. we talked for almost an hour. ohh la la. it was cool. esta cool. haha. lauren was yelling out the window for anyone to hear her. im always saying for him to come out here. so he said that he was coming in april... definitely.