Yesterday I actually made it to the mall. Go me! But I went alone, so my mom kinda grounded me, but I told her the truth. I could have lied and said I went with somebody else. But no, I decided I'm a truthful person so it's okay, I deserve the punishments for my actions.. I'm so use to being stuck in my house I just wanted to get out. My life consists of Soccer, Johns, Work, and Home. I act like it's not enough sometimes. Its extremely boring doing the same things over and over. So the Mall I've been wanting to do for 2 weeks, to get John's bday present. So I just decided to leave and get out. I went and bought him clothes for his 18th Bday. Spent $100 on one outfit from Buckle. So he better like it. :-P Im not sure what his size was even so chances are he will have to go back and get a different size, but its the thought, right?? Well I've been thinking about JOhn like all the time like normal... But I really feel like writing something for him. I want to think up something spectacular to write in his bday card. BUt im not sure what yettt... I'm sure i'll post it when it comes to mind. And when it does it'll be natural i hope. CONCERT In 4 DAYS!!! Lmao James asked me to go to some concert @ the RAVE last night.. HOw about no.. He didn't even know who was playing! He went with Mike n a bunch of other chicks, so yea ummm I decided no.. lol.. obviously.. I need to finish watching WHITE NOISE! I started watching it last night.. and our IDOL THIng came on TV.. lmao... it was hilarious... but yeaaa yeaaa... Well im gunna go watch White noise, cya