Im so bored i have aposolutly nuttin planned today..but sit and look at all these diarys..which is quite amusing.. I dont no what to right in here... but makin the diary drives me crazy cuz i dotn understand how to get those rainy thingys..n how to use a picture already downloaded on ur computer...Confuse: well anyway i feel so unloved cuz noone ever like calls me.... and like i rele like ryan kelly n troy...but i dont want to tell ryan..i told shane so im shurr he told..but i hope not x ... n troy well he has a gf he sed he was gunna dump her but he lives in like susquhanna n like thats far lol..but he is so hott and a rele good basketball player.. and..then josh comes into the picture he is rele hot n i like him n all but he treats me like shit callin me names n stuff..god damn i hate guys sum times...they never keep there promises...he sed he wud always b my friend..well i think i shud just forget about him...which wud b the best for me but i cant forget his perfect smile n pretty face..well im gunna try anyway back to my boredness i must have no life if all i can think of doin is starin at a computer screen n typin WOW i mean how exciting Back to boys--have you ever had one of ur friends like you n you told them you didnt like them like that but dont give up that is so annyoing..like eplles ((brandon c)) well he likes me but one of my friends likes him so i aint gunna go out wit him also he is to good a friend i dont want to ruin another good friend relationship well i think im gunna stop typin my hand is like gettin a cramp lol im still tryin to make this thing look beautiful but i think i owe most of my credit to alli cuz i wud of never had this if she dint get it for me well im goin ok later luv y0u all lateR **jackie**