144. Hand in Hand

Listening to: -none
Feeling: infuriated
You & me are part of the teenaged race and all of the stars and outer space that twinkle with passion and so much more as we live life hand in hand.We will show our love like we never shown it before.were gunna live our life to the fullest nothing less and nothing more.i love you still & so much more.Forgotten lies.screwed up bow ties.stupid dates. mest up hair wrong shoes..bad outfit..problems solved once again..still friends for ever still hand&hand.I love you & you love me luckly she hopes they will always be..trusting friends and foolish schemes of little minds of the teens.sneaking out and getting caught.stealing food that you already bought.what a life what a day.a life in a teenage body.that fits the role I play.Every day hour after hour being perfect.one hundred showers before that date perfect hair.perfect life.she thought she had it made.until she found out the sins that she paid.she mest up gratefully.broken hearted mest up hair lonely.geting older trying to forget the past and funn times they had. she tried to say were best friends forever..as he said were better of this way..broken hearted and forgotten his picture is sill in her locket hiddin in the depths of her pocket.secret love letters read to herself.wanting him to hear what she has to say.hands him the paper and starts to pray. he reads the truth he loved her all along..never did she get that letter back..she still loves him and that’s a fact he hasn’t moved on and neither did she .but they secretly wish they were togther.they will love each other forever and ever..they are best friends and that is all.hand in hand as they fall..she tries to tell him she wants more he yells and gets mad he doesn’t want to hear the past.he doesn’t care he says we can b friens.she feels betrayed lost and forgotten she loved him still and he didn’t feel the same.she wanted him as more then a friend..she feels like she lost part of her life..not only did she loose her best friend she lost the love of her life and instead of her thinking he’s gunna pay she takes the pain out in a totally wrong way..and as she carves his name into her wrist she wrote him a letter signed with a kiss and when he saw her laying on his floor with the letter in her hand.he quickly read it out loud it said without you im incomplete..here is my one last kiss.i still dotn understand why it had to end like this.he grabbed her hand and cheaked her wrist saw his name..next to it a kiss and he started to cry..he technically killed her with all his lies.he loved her and now she is gone and will never no the truth. He feels so bad he will love her forever he kisses her forehead and walks away and whispered I love you till his last day..and as he walked away from his past he wondered what happened if it just would of last..he couldn’t tak all of the pain ..he killed himself in the same way..with a smile upon his face and her name on his wrist underneath it said rest in peace.. they were together once again hand in hand to the end.they new the relationship would always last.so they blessed all the couples.to never forget the past and love there loved ones to the end..bcuzz once u fall in love you'll always b hand in handx/3
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lol thank you for the comment, its a song. :) a good one at that!
Haha. Yeah I had a friend make it for me. Wasn't the one I was looking for but hey, it's Hawthorne Heights so it's all good
Haha...I'm listening to them right now! So whats your name, besides mistaken love
haha ya we should too it i would love to be in a tv drama show i would be like Lauren or Lo of Laguna Beach
STEVEN haha i love that show period and it starts TOMORROW
My names not heard of very much....Ian. Sounds like EN. like that. But yeah I already added you to my list.
Are you signed on?
Jackie:
Omg you have to tell me everything!! I cant wait to talk to you I havent seen you in like 3 weeks I cant wait to hear your lovely voice again!!

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Jackie:
Omg you have to tell me everything!! I cant wait to talk to you I havent seen you in like 3 weeks I cant wait to hear your lovely voice again!!

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hehe yea its fun. I get bored with my diary like every other day so i change it around often:-P
im sadly missing the first two
sounds good because around here it is just a big circle kinda like a soap
Jackie:
Awwww thats soo sweet about this Scott person I must go with you to new yourk before school to see him!!! And yess I can call you w/e!! I guess you want me to at like 11!!??

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Jackie:
O.k about you callin and YESS I WILL DEFINATELY COME NEXT TIME!! I will help you w/ your Josh and John problem when you call!!

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lol, its a country song by Alan Jackson. :) i'm a country girl at heart.
haha yea I like how i have mine right now, so its prolly not gonna change for a few days :-P
going to the lake with a friend and staying with my grandparents to pay for the lake
Jackie:
You helped me get over Nick and yess I finally am THANK GODD!! So I am rele gonna help you to try to get over Josh! No doubt about it!!
We will make time to hang out cuz we rele need to!!

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okay . i only LIKED him like on a scale of 1 to 10 . it was a one - maybeeeeeeeeeee two . so yeah its that easy to get over him . im not gunna risk loosing a good friend for a guy thatsa not even worth it . &i cant see why shes pissed off &upset or whatever . &i swaer to god i am OVERRRR him .
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Jackie:
To make you happy John isnt perfect in soo many ways!! I no its gonna be hard for you havin both John and Josh in the same grade but I will help you in anyway I can!! I do rele hope you get what you want but maybe Josh isnt what you want cuz whenever you went out with John you thought he wasnt rite for you maybe that will happen with Josh but idk!
I dont think I like anyone!! I'm not sure!!

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hey i called you and you said you wanted to come over tommorow i didnt no what time your goin to be home so call me latter whenever you get home _lisa
[Anonymous]
uhm one love ♥
Jackie:
When you went out w/ Zack,Erin said she got mad!!I swear it wasn't my fault! She just blamed me!And if she told you I said stuff I didnt cuz sum1 said that she was so you wud get mad at me! You can just ask Danielle and Erin! I stook up for you and thats why she mostly mad at me!! I told her it wasnt fair that she talked about and she just said "It's just cuz she's your best friend" and I said "so!" w/e I dont get her!

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BJ, and Little Bop I think. Or maybe I got that from somewhere else.
hahaha, seriously i think i could live at the mall!! it would be loads of fun!....wait!! you know what, i wanna try and live at Wal-Mart because they're open 24/7...that would be crazy!!!!..but fun! :)

and yeah that happens to me too, when you make plans to go to the mall but it never ends up happening...i kinda get pissed off about it, but i usually get over it! :)

well ttyl!
[Anonymous]
yeah but mines not a bruise.
it actualy bled he bit me so god damn hard.
so its scabby.i thought i was gunna get infected.
the guy was hot too
[Anonymous]
y thank u i kinda collect them
-LaLa
[Anonymous]
Haha... Seriously!
no comments from music diaries -- an outdated warning. Music diaries used to be rampant on sD, lingering behind half of those random comments (most of them saying nothing useful, just something like "nice diary"), but they were horrible, they crashed internet explorer and bombarded you with popups.

advice diaries--are annoying the way they comment everyone with "oh look at me look at me, i can give advice woohoo" but....(contd)
(contd) for most people advice diaries are completely irrelevant, why would you go to some random loser who has nothing better to do than give obvious advice to poor 12 year olds who don't know what to do about their cheating boyfriend or their bulemic friends.

They're just annoying comments and I delete them anyway, so i just thought i might save them the trouble of commenting.
yeah hugs are nice...
yeah hugs are nice...
Jackie:
When you went out w/ Zack,Erin said she got mad!!I swear it wasn't my fault! She just blamed me!And if she told you I said stuff I didnt cuz sum1 said that she was so you wud get mad at me! You can just ask Danielle and Erin! I stook up for you and thats why she mostly mad at me!! I told her it wasnt fair that she talked about and she just said "It's just cuz she's your best friend" and I said "so!" w/e I dont get her!

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lol, yes i love that "insult".
[Anonymous]
Jackie:
When you went out w/ Zack,Erin said she got mad!!I swear it wasn't my fault! She just blamed me!And if she told you I said stuff I didnt cuz sum1 said that she was so you wud get mad at me! You can just ask Danielle and Erin! I stook up for you and thats why she mostly mad at me!! I told her it wasnt fair that she talked about and she just said "It's just cuz she's your best friend" and I said "so!" w/e I dont get her!

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You know the band, the Beatles? How they had there hair, thats how mine looks.

-RoRo
[Anonymous]
lol thats cool about the hair thing
sounds like something i would do, like shake my head back and forth saying "look its purple" or "look its shiny" lol

yeah i had blonde hair when i was little also lol.
oh my, guys and their baseball!...hahaha i dont see how it could be funner than the mall, but whatever, i dont get guys sometime! :)

haha, oh wellz!

well ttyl!
[Anonymous]
thank you...yes i did write it.
It's about Alchemists, an ancient form of... "magiccy" stuff... kinda hard to explain.
you just right click on their background and save it to your computer. same with icons, pictures, and shit.
okay thats cool but she is really dumb.
too true

too true
whats.
haha that works