Well i saw alli and casey on a road so i desided to hang out with themm..well camp ended and we hada mini partty thinger..well back to alli and casey well we all went to umm teh carosel and stuff and well yeah and tehn we went to the park and i got stuck lol cuzz i am scared of hights and then i did a flip slowly lol..and casey did a flip off the swing it was AMAZING lol and then we wnet to bobs and got summ ahh soda and i had to buy casey a 12 pack of moutain dew lol and then alli left us and i told him he has to drink it all and then me n casey went to carosel adn alli went to the park and then casey w stole sum of our sodas then me n the otehr casey went to find alli and then we found her at the park watching birds..and i tried to umm throw a soda in teh garbage but it kept bouncing out and i got stuck in the side ((im just a fat ass)) and then umm we left..but i caught them kissin lol...lossers and they are gunna get married and have a pimped out wedding adn im gunna b a bridesmaid..yeah tehn we left and went to allis and i asked annie if she had a big butt cuz casey told me she did and she told him that or sumthin funny funny..and now im typin this and umm yeah.. at camp i actually expressed my feelings and told thema bout how i like usta cut myself it was depressing i thought i was gunna cry but im gladd i got it out of my mind it feels good to no i dont do it any more.. and well latter alli mite sleep over or i mite stay here or sumthin then 2morrow im goin to go umm camping w/ sum people also..guys.ugh there stupid..some of them..dude josh is actin so wierd like..i feel like he just wants me to like him so then he has like a back up chick or sumthin n i like dont like that and like when i start to not lik him as much he tells me he likes me then i start rele liking him then he is like i dotn like taht much anymore and now he is liek i dont liek u and all hangin up on me and callin me names and shit..liek what the fuck is up wit that..is tehre sumthin wrong with me cuzz i dotn get it.. help me..