151.goin home todayy

by hizzlilangel24
Listening to: ohio is for lovers
Feeling: offended
todayy--i just woke up around 12:30ish and well around 4 im goingg home finanlyy and well i might go to the fair thsi weekend and well i might throw a "mini" party and well some peopel might sleep over but i dont no yett soo..yeah.. Im fuckin forgotton.I will never call any of you again.your done.your not my friends anymore. FRIENDLESS my life is WORTHLESS.without you && your not here saving me. so im falling apon yor feet.as i beg for mercy..i love you i say. and you kick dirt at me..i love you i say once more before i took that knife and stabbed my self.right in the heart and as i fall i right in the dirt i love you and thats what i say..you never loved me..therefore my life is worthless x/3 your worthless to me I.HATE.YOU x
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thnk you i like urs to and ur pick on ur message
minorthreat
[Anonymous]
Yeah, ive been listening to this song for the past three days. So why did you friends get you so mad?
yeah.. guys suck but even more love sucks. on the real people don't know how lucky they are if they have never loved or been loved by someone because nothing good ever lasts in this world and being lonely is a lot better then being hurt by love... yeah, i don't mind the venting of feelings n' stuff cuz it always help so if ya ever need to- i'm here!
the name's Kari by the way
o thnx a friend of mine put it on there
xoxo
---(@lori
thanx for the comment add me k?? i'm gunna add you
thanx for the comment add me k?? i'm gunna add you
yeah// it's near impossible to get over someone. and its weird but what's been helping me is talking to him as a friend. && if that never works you just constantly need to be surrounded by friends for moral support. if you go out && do stuff you don't have much time to think about how much you miss him 'n stuff like that
hmm...goth pics....
[Anonymous]
hey whats up!i have to work at the fair... lucky me .!.!.j/k

julie**
hey thats pretty cool that you can jsut leave ny and go to see people all of my family lives on the east coast so yeah its like a 6 hours plane ride to c them! but i don't really mind! anyway peace
well thanks to u! :D
why thank you madame
hate is a strong word
i like loathe better
perhaps despise
sounds more classy lol
<3 ta
thnk you i like urs to and ur pick on ur message
minorthreat
[Anonymous]
Thankx your diary is neat also!!!
pervert! lol
Dan
thnx i love ur diary too!!

♥ case
[Anonymous]
I luv ur diary x3
<3
Chantel
[Anonymous]
haha yeap. Its a spider web thing now. I got rid of the spinny thinger. haha googled this too!
ahh it was amazing, i actually got to meet hawthorne heights.
i mean i thought it was fun, even though i dont listen to ANY of that music.
[Anonymous]
nope, i didnt dye it yet...still have to make an appointment and stuff. i have to hurry though, my blonde roots are comin in and it looks like im fricken graying cause its so light. i need to get it doneee. we'll see what color i do it. i'll prolly change my mind about 42124 times. :-P
i hate being bored
thank u i LOVE ur diary! its sooooooo cute

x0x0x
hott is an underestimation he is...STUNNING,SEXY, AND OUT OF THIS WORLD!lol
*Dee*
You think thats bad... My mom is addicted to crack and my sister whos 14 is pregnant. And my brother is in a mexican jail for curbing some puerto rican. But im good. I was addopted by my bf's parents.
well thank you
yeah its pretty interesting....never a boring day in my life thats for sure. i guess things all worked out for me cause somehow i didnt get fucked up.
[Anonymous]
thanks.your diary is madd props as well B]
[Anonymous]
do you care if i give you an opinion to make it some what better? then it already is ?
[Anonymous]
why dont you try and make all your letters in CAPS and make the O's Zeros [ 0 ] and the I's Lower case. kinda like...


i HATE MYSELF F0R L0ViNG Y0U ... thats something out of a song that i like. and thats the example.hence the zeros and i's =]
[Anonymous]
lol, i wish he was my boyfriend, i found him on the internet, i like your diary!
*Destiny*
imyourdestiny
[Anonymous]
You know what Jackie? You & I are going to hang out at the fair one day. I love you oh so much & we need to chill. ♥


Vicky x3
white LOOKS WAY BETTER =]
and the whole quote should be like what i said =]
[Anonymous]
hott is an underestimation he is...STUNNING,SEXY, AND OUT OF THIS WORLD!lol
*Dee*
awee thanks..=]
[Anonymous]
well like i said . it was just a sugesttion =]
[Anonymous]
i think like 16 soo hott!wow! hahahha i talked to a guy that looked kinda like that, pretty much georgous!
i def like all the shades of blue with the black and white it looks good. and mine. no thanks =] i like it the way it is . haha
[Anonymous]
ic that sux about going to nj but hello i would trade you if you want haha i love ny and ca is getting lame so yeah haha what were you in nj for?
lol don't mock me...
thanks haha its just the lyrics for song in spanish...
hey babes.thx 4 the comment
my gosh i love ur diary.its banging
take care <3
hey babes.thx 4 the comment
my gosh i love ur diary.its banging
take care <3
oh ok lol well good job buddy
its pretty
oh ok lol well good job buddy
its pretty