148.Just got to new yorkk

by hizzlilangel24
Listening to: none-
Feeling: alone
todayy--was pretty sweet i did nothingg in teh morning but then i got to go shopping and i got some new thingss..and well then my dad pick me upp form micky d's and well then we saw my uncle who is in the hospital =( i hope he gets better but i dotn think he ever well..and well tomarrow i have no planns i think i might call up one of my buddies..steven or scott but i dont kno cuzz i heard there is a new life guard mike and well i want to meet him..and well then saturday..im goin to teh shore and well chillin wit my cuzins..ugh i cant wait xxx Leave me your most beautiful thoughts even thought i no they will kill me x0 I took thisquiz and i got goth..what the fuckk..thats pushing it..i PREP ROCK BITCHESS.. lol i made it up it is when your liek prep and punk rock..
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are you mad at me?
no call me
Umm.. They sing join me in death that is a popular song so you might know it and they also sing poison girl,Right here in my arms and alot more you should get there cd's they are AWESOME!!
Hey, um well you said you love my site, so I just want to say thank you! =) keep checkin mine out, I ask for advice sometimes, and tell me what you think of some of my poems, I'd really appreciate it! Bye.
lol!! noooooo uhg! Its metal!!
Yeah, I had a friend make it for me! Not a single thing has changed in my lonely life! :P
ripped it off somebody lol....it was random, im bored
OK!!!!!!......i dont really eat cookies....


danielle
i got it off some site but i dont remember.
yea isnt it wicked kick ass lol i love it
thats what i said, im wicked preppy, i listen to a shmatering of music...but how did i get ranked in goth?? lol
Whats going on?!
kewl.....how old is your bro???

danielle
Well actually I know how you feel. My girlfriend just broke up with me about a week ago. And this girl was like a super model. She was gorgeous. It was ashame to lose her. But everything happens for a reason....I guess. But hey. Good luck with all that. I'm going to bed so I'll talk to you later. C ya
lol.....ok..will i was hopin they were younger...becuz it wud be weird if they werent

danielle
haha kick some ass...actually i listen to some emo lol, so its kinda accurate, but i listen to rock..just not the rock they consider rock
It like none of them its soft metal
are you canadan???

danielle
You keep telling yourself that.
Thank you. It took me a while to find that spinny thinger on google.
i really cant its different then any kind of band
no im not but the names kinda made me think you were....i have an older bro...thats it....

danielle
Well that's good. At least you have hope for the future. :) And you're right, you never know.
yeah i understand ya...i used to act and dress a little different, but im in the army now..so i dont have much choice. i dunno, this quiz is random crap
there in older band and they are from finlin
okay. jackie. just tell me how you exactly feel about me and john. cause i wanan know. just fucking tell me.
not for that long...
I do finance, and i recruit...im in an officer program now though
no you dont beucz you know how you like to hurt your bros???? thats how your older bro sis will be.....

danielle
there famos every were
lol dont! Can i add you to my friends?
okay no. do you want me to break up with him? cause i don`t want you to be mad at me.
ya, i already added you lol
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ok...makes sinces....lol...me and my bro get in trouble all the time but owell in the end we are best friends...
really.

danielle
ps that last one was me, wrong button
No, it's not a fact acutally. You can cook something anyway you like but some of the substances/chemicals in it don't go away. Just like you can't cook something and make it dissappear, you can't make all diseases and bacteria in the food go away. Sorry.
okay. jesus fucking christt.. it`s either your upset or your not.. goodd.
ooofff course...im new to this whole thing, and what ive got so far is all that i could figure out, but yuppers thats me not a random guy haha...if i was going to do that i would have put someone better looking
i wanna put a picture up in the corner but ive got no idea how lol...and i dunno i dont know the random stuff i guess
well im going to give it a shot, just you watch lol






I understand that you need to get protein from something. But animals aren't the only option. They are the easiest minipulated option and the cheapest option, and the most unhealthy but best tasting option. It still doesn't justify why we need to kill animals.
no, I dont anymore.. I was almost certain I was going to die one time and I'v been scared since.. but like they say. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger right?
thats all we fight about.....stupid shit.....but me and my bro are close i know everything bout him and same for him with me...

danielle
yeah that song is pretty hott
all i want to it rite now is a layout
i have NO FUCKING IDEA how to do it
What do you mean if it was the other way around?
it does, i just gotta find one that isnt huge lol
well my bro is 16 and im 13..(but every one thinks im 16 or 17 becuz that just how i look and act)
you guys prolly well...

danielle
no i have no idea lol
Exactly. Thank you for understanding. Some stupid bitches on here keep giving me a bunch of bull for what I believe. They were the ones to comment on my diary and start up a fuss. Well, I'm glad at least you see my point.
Humm well, I don't think it was any one thing that made me start.but I just remember probally 3 or 4 years ago.i started getting depressed real easy and little things would set me off and I heard of that somewhere so i started doing that and i guess its "addicting".but basically i just remember not fitting in and that was my outlet for the anger i had at the world i guess.so i guess everything got me started. friends, girls, family you name it.
How did you get started?
haha ill look into it...basically you said you cant help but its cool haha i gotcha
is that the diary of someone who ahs them?
I know. And I really appreciate you getting it. I have gotten so much greif over that entry. People come to MY diary to comment ME and then they get all mad that I'm for vegetarianism and that I tell them that it's the right thing to do. I'm relieved that at least someone has an open mind and can understand. One day, killing any animal will be illegal. It's getting there and then people will understand. But thanks again for understanding.
And that's really okay if no one sees it now because one day they will. My efforts did help some people so I say it's worth it.
yeah i did, all my pictures are just waaaay to big that it pushes the screen over so i need to figure out how to make a smaller one, or switch it for the one and the tops of the entries
lol i may not have the patience for it tonight haha its getting too late to deal with the computer ha
I know it will eventually. Maybe not in our day though...
It's ok that it was long I like to hear about other peoples lives since nobody tells me about theirs. But yeah I do regret it in a way because the scars are still there and I hate the useless questions people ask if they see my wrists but in another way its like that was a part of growing up and the scars are just reminders of what I'v overcome. But I'v been basically clean for about a year. I tried to since I stopped but i couldnt do it..
thanks you are being really helpful
But I'm glad I stopped, even though it took me some years, and a near death experience which was probally the greatest realization for me that I really did not want to die and if I kept it up it might come to that. And with the way my life is going now if i hadn't quit I probally would be dead right now.. so just don't start doing that agian because its a vicious cycle...
hey, wow u get a lot of comments!! but yea thanx i like my quote too!! nice diary
have a good one
maggie
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sweet thats awesome lol, its fun, idk, i had another one of these but it stopped working and i watned one that nobody kenw about
I'm 15 since may.. yeah go ahead and add me I already added you anyway
you definitely did, i appreciate it, im gonna crash and deal with it tomorrow though, i have class in a few hours lol, thanks so much
I live in NY up near Albany in a city called Amsterdam with a population of about 20,000.. nothing to do here.. its a ghost town but I find fun where I can
My AIM sn is Desaparecido5390 ...
uhh.. skinny, curly brown hair, brown eyes, 5'9 or so..quite the ladys man.. haha no jk
Clifton park.. humm yeah I think I sort of know where that is
Thanks...I rather like it myself.
umm no this is lizzies friend. i just did that to show her what her diary is looking like
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what do u mean what happened to everything else?
[Anonymous]
thanks for the comment. yes, napoleon dynamite does kick axe!

holly. or alive...which ever you prefer...
oh i still have to go in and click show it
[Anonymous]
kkthanks
[Anonymous]
hey...thankx 4 ur comment..i like ur diary its kool!!!well howz r ya?where do u live?do u mind if i add u as a friend?luv skylinebabe xoxox
kk yeah. add her. i added u for her but i am gonna get off hers and get on mine now. its Brokenwords feel free to stop by.
[Anonymous]
i love old movies .... i hope it looks nice though. take care
yeah i hate to be in those moods..i feel better now and thanks!
hey. i like the thing u have on top of ur diary. the header thing of the window and the thing above the entries
No, I don't have a girlfriend. A girl sort of just ended things with me because uhh shes pretty agianst drugs and she said that i smoked too much or something.. but o well.. and that picture is of 2 members of the band "The Mars Volta"
thats cool. its really good. and thanks for letting me know u liked my poems
Its by a band called garbage, a very good song i must agree.

<3
Yeah I should
Gracias...

I like yours too :)
jackie u act like u have no FUCKIN clue to wats going on and i kno u do!! and let me guess faith (aka The Person I will Never Trust) told u!!! and u did kno!! every1 said somthing about it and its not only the zack thing and i dont like him but at the time i did and i told u to ur face and then u still went out with him!!! and its not the first time u did it!!! THANX 4 NOTHIN!!!!
x0_And for fun we will draw diagrams of suicide on each others wrist.. Then trace over them with the sharpest razor blade we can find..
^^ duh you used a whole oquote and added more to make your own.. what the fuck?
[Anonymous]
what part of PA are you from
hah ive heard of scranton...im at IUP right now, but i guess you could say im kinda from St. Marys (near dubois)...ive only been in PA for a couple months though
lol i have a general idea where that is lol...it beats me this state is really random
haha that is wicked hardcore...i moved here from basically living 10 minutes from the center of boston...so i can handle indiana even
call her at like 8 or w.e
[Anonymous]
thats pretty much a hardcore walk. New york isnt so bad, but your state cops are ps...just a little psycho with pulling people over. Once you get a care though the whole dynamic of visiting friends changes
oh thanks '' you too

♥Em
i got the llama one off of coolbuddy.com and i dont remember were i got the heart one
aww...im sorry to hear that, they are nuts, i got pulled over with the girl like twice and she got tickets both times, the only two times we drove in new york...nutso....the uncle going to be okay?
um ya i kno you u used to go to our school whms right uh ya this is emily wasco well byee

Em
ya i remeber u ,, so what school do you go to now ?
i wrote it
no i dont have a band.. but i mite get some ppl around and make one.. and thanx.. i wrote a bunch of songs but they suck i wrote like 3 er 4 good ones
a record
my names Chris... do you have yahoo or anythign like that?
yea heh ^-^
hehe i also did nothing.. but i didnt get to go to the mall. last time i went to the malli was looking for a face plate for my new cell. but i guess i have one of the newest ones.. so there are no face plates.. how dissapointing.
if shoppinf didnt exsist neither would i lol
yes i have a boyfriend we have been datin for a year or shorter....wut happened....????

danielle
k kool mine is JDMidget504 or mrdrder or hyperlydepressed.. im on all 3 so yeah.. and i hope to get to talk to you sometime on it.. its alot easier then commenting back and fourth lol
cute diary!!

♥ steph
hey...wut happened....way wont he date you????

danielle
ok...thats kewl i guess...wuts his name....wuts he like???? how much do you like him????(and are you datin i go convuzed....)

danielle
thats okay.. have fun
sry i didnt get your comment fast...he seems like and ass.....you shudnt think any thing of him really...

danielle
oh...add me
so ur coming back to honesdale haha kooly
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[Anonymous]
alright i will
ok...shawn is my boy...and i love him...


you shudnt waste your time on this boy even if you love him if he is that rude...

but if you have a chance take it..



danielle
okay.. and hopefully i will get to talk to you some time
i cant believe your friend did that...sum friend....lol...

but me and shawn broke up two times i cheateed on him once...

danielle
yeah i want to change my bg...
do you know how??

danielle
hEy you commented me on kissxmexsoftly. and im sam faller. im older then you so i doubt youknow me. sorry.
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