today was an ok it felt like i wasnt really there i had othe rthings on my mind but it was ok from my point of veiw franklin seemed real sad idk y tho didnt bothe rot find out ither so ya and roxanne was once agin being pissed at me cuz she thought i was ditching her to go talk to deanna i wasnt fucking ditching her i was talkin then she would turn and talk to sum 1 else and id go see wat deanna was up too or i would say coem lets go talk to deanna and shes all liek no so w/e and i want to talk to deanna i want to be her friend she needs me rite now im the only one who can save her from lara and shes a really kool person so ne way ya i was thinkin about what paul said last night he said i should go up to lake placid for memorial day but i sadi i had no one to take me up there and bring me back so he was all ill take u and we can stay at jennas and mikes so mabe i will i just have to ask my mom lol idk how im going to but im gonna try it wont hurt and no wlook at the anonomus comments things agin this pisses me off liek fuck who the fuck is it and if tehse anonomus things keep commin im going to be uber pissed i think its lara and michelle or deanna now im sry deanna but who else is there and i cant take the chance of over looking u ither so ya im alittl episse dbut ok my mom and cesar ar eback they didnt even say happy birthday or nothin but w/e idc much they just caught a big fish its huge TTFN