this entry is for lindsay millikan rozynek, although i know she doesn't read this, it's dedicated to her. it's her 16th birthday today, and i am very excited for her! i love that girl to death. i know we never talk, never see each other and never hang out but i love the girl with every bone in my body. i have known her basically since the beginning of time and we've been friends since almost the beginning of time. we've had moments in the past that we're both too embarrassed to bring up but we'll never forget them ever. and ever time we talk we reminisce about them. i miss her so much. she doesn't even realize it. she tells me she misses me too, but i miss her ten times more. everytime i'm on her myspace or she's online, i just miss her. i miss hanging out with her and i miss just talking to her. & i know she has different friends now but i'll never forget her or leave her behind. i know i can't. although i know we're not as close as we used to be, i can tell now that she is happy and i'm happy for her. i'm happy that we still see each other everyday and that her life is going ok. as long as i know she's alright, i'm alright. i guess that's what best friends do. but lindsay if you are reading this by chance, happy sweet 16 darling, i love you, make the best of this year, muah*.