who really knows anymore? does any of this make sense to anyone? everything is just...old. lifes games are old. you try to brighten up your life by filling it with whatever makes you happy at that point in your life. but eventually, you realize it's not enough. it's not enough to completely fulfill you. and then once you realize what it is that will completely fulfill you, you can't fucking find it. what the fucking shit goddamn motherfucking hell is going on anymore? i couldn't tell you.