i get tired. sick and tired of the same old crap. i get sick of the same feelings, and i get sick of the same people who act the same way everyday. i get sick of hearing the same crap going on in people's lives and i get sick of the same old routine. i get sick of this same old life. sometimes, the people you thought you knew, were never really the people you thought they were. sometimes, the people you count on the most are never there. sometimes, the people who are always there for you, are not what you need to feel better. sometimes, it's easier to be pissed at the world, then let someone know that you're hurting. sometimes, it's easier to hold onto the past, rather than move towards the future. sometimes, it's easier to act like you're ok because you'd rather not deal with people asking you whats wrong. sometimes, people can't see the way they're acting is hurting other people. sometimes, it's easier to expect nothing of people because that means they can't let you down. sometimes people act a certain way, or pretend to be a certain way or embelish certain things just so that everyone will drop everything and run to them. people need to understand that life isn't always going to revolve around them, that things aren't going to always fall into place like they want them to, that will not always be in the spotlight, that the world does not revolve around them, that there are more important things in life then clothes and boyfriends, that the way you treat people is going to bite you in the ass eventually whether it be a week later or 20 years later, that "being a teenager" is not an excuse for acting immature and running away from your problems, and most of all that the world is not fair. you have to learn to give and take. but mostly give. i am not going to wait around forever for everyone. i will take along my best for the ride but if someone EVER expects me to wait on them hand and foot and just keeps taking, taking, taking from other people without ever being there for them in return... then you have another fucking thing coming. but most of all, if you ever doubt me, then you were never the person i thought you were.