#45

Feeling: cold
You know that feeling you get when you think to yourself "whats the point?" Why do we bother trying at anything when all we're going to do is fail? MUSIC CHANGE: Guns N' Roses - Don't Cry Why do we bother doing anything? Why do we love? Why do we work? Why do we care? Its all going to end up in flames anyway so, why bother? This question has been bothering me for a while now. Its only recently that I've really given it some thought. "I tried to kill the pain, but only brought more." EDIT: Basics: Full Name: Andrew Williams Age: 15 Sex: Male Children: no Siblings: None Nickname: Andoochan Birthplace: Scarborough Home: This house is not a home. Height: 6’0” Eyes: Brown... really dark brown. Hair color: Black-ish worst feeling in the world: Wanting to die. Best feeling in the world: I dunno... I'll tell you when it happens. Favorite things to do on the weekend: Stuff... Favorites: Color: Black, blue Number: 11, 41, 43 Radio station: 102.1 TV station: Much Music, TSN, Sportsnet Commercial: I'll get back to you on that... Time of day: Night Subject: Gym Teacher: Cook! Clothing Store: ? Jewelry: None? Place to Be: I dunno? Meat: Mmmmmm... every kind. Veggie: Ew... none. Ice Cream: Rocky Road!! Potato Chip: Cool Ranch!! Salad Dressing: Rasberry Vinegrette Fast Food Rest: Harveys? Dine In: I dunno... Candy: Smarties Grocery Store: I dunno. Dog: I haveth none. Animal: My Kat!! Month/Season: July/Summer Shampoo: Whatever's in the bathroom. Drink: Coke? Alcoholic Beverage: Rummmmm Do you have a lucky number: Like... 11? Do you do drugs: Nope. Do you smoke: Not anymore. Do you drink: Nope. Do you cuss: Duh... bitch. Who do you hate: Guess... Who hates you: Lots of people probably... How many buddies are on your buddy list: Umm... *checks* 75. How many are online right now: 17. Which ones are you talking to right now: Kieran, Alicia What did you do yesterday: School, sleep. What did you do today: NOTHING!! What are you doing tomorrow: NOTHING!! What are you doing this weekend: NOTHING!! What did you do last weekend: NOTHING!! What are you gonna do when this is over: I dunno probably... NOTHING!! Love & Relationships Are you currently in love: ... Have you ever been in love: ... Your Crush: Eh? First Kiss: Holly. First Girlfriend: Sarah. Is there anyone that you would date again: I doubt it.
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hey nice diary, leave me a comment back
~dee
[Anonymous]
DSUHGTSIDHG!! u stole that from me! i had that on my msn name like yesterday or the day before..it was all like 'y do i even bother the outcome is always the same' or somehting like that..BLAH!
lol..so long
HAH! i think not...mine is so much more um..creative? i dunno wat it is, all i no is that is better than ur by like 3958943 so hah! lol