I´m pretty bored, listening to the used..letting time pass by..i mean it i´m bored I´m already in holiday´s vacation and i´ve got nothing to do but sit and stare as the time passes by.. I´ve been wanting to tell him..the way I feel. I´ve been deeply in love for this guy for about 2 years. I had three boyfriends in between, but in the moment i break up his the first one to knock on my door. I love him when there´s no one else, like now. He says he loves me too, but i know he just loves me as a friend. There are moments when I want to hold him pretty tight and kiss him forever...but I won´t.. I feel like he is afraid to let me know how he feels, maybe he doesn´t want to hurt me. But what he doesn´t know is that I don´t care anymore..I´ve suffered too much, another heartbroken..another heart ache wouldn´t hurt that much. I really want to know if he loves me just as a friend or as something else, I dont care anymore what the answer is...I just want to know..REALLY °°°°confussed...love..life...friends..IT SUCKS!°°