Nightmare I´m sinking in your sea.. you dont seem to realize I know we can´t be but you jaded me in paradise give back what is mine my heart and thoughts my lips and wine my clothes and quotes i hope someday you regret and realize the wrong on trying to forget not loving me too strong your kiss was weak your eyes were open and now we don´t speak of what we have broken im drowning in tears suffocating in smoke cause after all these years you can still provoke a fire inside my body with your soft touch you made our story bloody but i still miss you so much.. This came up to me today..i really dont know for who.. WTF! I DO! i do know it is for him..and i still miss him...i do know i wish things were like they used to be..and it uhrts that they wont! things changed....and i hate the way they are now...but maybe it is for the best for both of us... things with the jewish guy are coming up cool...we R going 2 the movies today or maybe to some friend´s house or somn... i hope things come out with him...cause he can help me to forget the other #%#$E!...