Today I realized I´ve got lots of addictions... 1. you 2. your words 3. music 4. writing 5. cigarettes 6. coffe 7. all types of chocolate 8. sleeping late 9. daydreaming 10.sleeping when I feel like it! 11.you hurting me with your songs..your words..your touch..your presence I first thought they are just things I like to do..but no! They are things I can´t live without!! I think I should smoke less..´cause it´s getting hard to breath and everytime I cough it really hurts.. The best addiction was him and his words..I swear I love pain ´cause talking with him really hurts me!! But I can´t handle it..I love his words..every single thinkg he says..the way he talks to me and tries to flirt with every pause and comma he says..or writes..or sings to me