I hate my life so much today...I which just for today I was someone else...or even some place else but here...alone.. I´m all by myself and it sucks.. I haven´t talked to him for a while, today I cheked my cel and I had 2 missed calls from him, but I´m not planning to call back.. My family is gone to some church or somn.. I´ve got no money..no reason..no him..I don´t even believe I have myself..