hey wat up? nada here. got a lil bored so i decided to write. i dont kno wat has been wrong w/ me lately. ive been wicked depressed n i hate it. all i feel like doing is cry. i feel unwanted, unloved, ppl dont like me, no 1 will eva date me again, ugly, fat etc. everyday a person treats me different like they dont want me around. i dont even do nething 2 them but they act like that. idk. so far my summer sucks. i saw my ex best friend @ da wake on wed. that was surprising considerein her mom n sis talked 2 me thru the whole time.. can we say fuked up?? love suxs... all i do is think bout my ex n i continue 2 hurt myself by talkin 2 him evry once in a while. im gunna stop bc 1. im talkin 2 sum 1 else... hahaha n 2. im sick of hurtin myself. i desirve better then him. yes i may be in love w/ him but it will only b intime till im ova it... i think.. lol i have mixed feelings towards him. i need 2 just keep myself busy or wat not. i kno i can do it! i just need time! will sum 1 please try 2 cheer me up? i really need it. well till next entry!