hey hey hey! finally a new entry!! so much to talk about. so my new years was fun! i was completly drunk! a bunch of us rented a hotel room for a nite in north conway nh, it was a project to get up there. it took bout 2 1/2 hrs! it was a lloonngg ride. we took 2 different cars. we had fun jamin 2 music. the hotle room was soo cute. it was 2 floors, had 3 beds n 1 pull out couch. once we got there we figured out that there was hot tub... we were all pissed bc none of us brought our bathingsuit or nething. me and my friend jac came to the conclusion that we would just borrow the boys boxers n go in. so that we did lol. omg never try 2 fit 8 ppl in a hot tub.. omg it was soo funny we over flowed it.. mad funny!! we didnt stop laughin. after we got out of the hot tub we went to ged food or w/e. after we ate a l;il while later we started drinking.. omg.. only me, aly n danny got drunk. it was soooo funny! i got a big ass bottle of concnut rum... omg it was huge n its only cost $20. the mountains were wiked pretty. we were bored so we decided to play spin the bottle. hahah so many secreats that better not be told... it was fun n it got a lil carried away.. sum tripple kisses n such. it got boring afta a while so we stopped. as it got closer to midnite i got a little upset. i was happy it was new years n all but it just meant that it would b almost a yr my friend krissy died. she will be gone 1 yr 2morow! its gunna b a sad day! =(. RIP KRISSY 5-28-82 1-7-04.. keep watch ova me bc i need u so badly rite now.. love n miss u! i cried a lil while in the bathroom by myself till jac n mike came it 2 try 2 comfort me. thanks guys 143! i cried for about 1/2. afta that i was feelin a little tired so i went to lay down. i was still a lil drunk.. i started throwin ice cubes @ jess. hahah i hit her a couple of times.. i was bein so loud lol.. it was a fun ass fuckin good time. the next day b4 we left we decided to go to the outlets. i got 3 aeropostale shirts for $10.. sweet deal. @ adidas i igot a new skol bag for $8... it was orig 30 or 40. i was soo happy. the outlets r cook out there.. i got a lance armstrong bracelet.. i want to tget the brest cancer bracelet also. umm we got food n then decided to head bck to boring ville somerville. it was good for sum of us that we just got away from the city n had a good time. we need to do it again soon. skol starts again next wk.. booo!! but hopefully its my last sem... i hope i do good! i start my new internship also.. um i goin to more concerts lol.. im gunna see maybe ashlee simpson n deff new found glory. im gunna meet the nfg crew. last time i onlt met ian. its gunna b fun. i mite c ashlee simpson... i know the concert ig gunna suck bc she cant really sing but i wanna go neways. she cant really sing but i like her music... idk im weird like that. umm.. i cant believe its already 2005.. if i pass this sem ill grad in may! im so exctied. the weather has been awful.. snow i hate snow. well steve went bck to colorado =(. i got 2 c him the nite b4 her left. we went n played pool w/ his friend mike, went to wendys n the park. we took pixs n stuff.. it was fun.. figures i finally stopped bein so shy the nite b4 he leaves. when i was dropped off we hugged n kissed. omg he looks so cute when he makes a kissy face! he is so cute! i hope sumthin more than just friends happends. i would b a good g/f ot him =). i miss him so much! the good thing is that we talk thru aim n on the phone sumtimes. i was so nervous when he went on his plane.. he was stuck in chicago 4 a lil. i talked 2 him when he got home... so it was good. it suxs w/out him here. he needs to come visit soon. well idk wat else to write. i have a pix of steve im gunna try 2 put on here. well ill try 2 put the pic on lada. well hope u yall have fun reading. LEAVE ME COMMENTS! LATA! ~~ this is steve.. wat u think?