wat up ppls! nada here. i decided to change my bckround to good charlotte.. lol as u can tell haha. ummm 2day was an ok day. i went to bed @ 3 and got up @ 6:50.. so im only owkrin on like 2 1/2-3 hrs of sleep.. idk how i do it all the time.. Last night was so much fun.. this kid steve who moved to colorado came bck 2 visit. it was a long time since i have seen him.. omg he is soooo hot n cute. we played pool. it was me, my friend jacalyn, steve n his friend mike. i was really excited but very nervous 2 c him... im sooo shy.. hehe. we coulndt stop looking @ eachother. idk what he thought of me but... i jusy hope he likes me!! omg i wanna date him sooooooo badly.. haha but it would be very hard n idk if he would want 2 date neways. we played pool 4 a while. omg i super suck @ poo. i managed to get sum good shots in. i got 3 in a row baby!! hehe. i got my hug from him.. im super shy n my friend jac wanted to tell him that i wanted a hug..( bc i did).. i was actin very shy.. she finally told him n he was like all u want is a hug.. i was yea.. he was like omg u dont have 2 b so shy.. i was gunna give u a hug neways... hehe.. n then he gave me a nice **big hug**! we were so flirten w/ eachother. his firned mike is cool. idk but he kept on lookin @ me n stuff but w.e. he is so funny.. we went to stop and shop bc jac wanted ice cream... mike and steve got apple pies and a crossant.. steve paid for his.. mike didnt.. he walked round the store eating it.. lol.. omog it was sooo funny. im like dude u need 2 pay 4 thta n he was like no i dont lol. we had so much fun last nite. i didnt want it to end.. hopefully we r chillen next mon or w/e. hes leaving ded 21st.. so guesss wat... LORI NEEDS 2 C STEVE AGAIN!! lol. i havent shut up bout him @ all. im suprised ppl havent been yelling @ me 2 shut up n stuff. hahahahah. well i miss steve soo much!! lol i gave him a pic of me in a letter ova the summer.. he showed me his wallet n guess what was in it... MY PIC! i was like awwww. idk if he alwasys keeps it in his wallet but w.e my friend alex messed up his pic so im gunn ask if i can have another. umm.. well this is my last wk of classes.. i hope i pass. next wk is finals... BLAH.. more test 4 me 2 fail. omg i cant take tests if my life depended on it... lol. i need a vaca so bad.. im so warn out.. im almost done w/ my intersnhip this sem. i dont wanna leave bc i love the kids and its infants! omg they r sooo cute. umm i want 2 thank jaja aka jeanine 4 doin my journal up! thanx gurly! hehe. well im off 2 do sum hw n eat i think. hope u enjoy reading... thats if u actualy read it lol.. LEAVE ME COMMENT PLEASE!! I LOVE READING THEM. 0o0o 1 more thing.. 2day makes it 11 months since my friend krissy has been gone.. I LOVE N MISS U SOOOO MUCH BABYGURL!! I HOPE UR WATCHIN OVA ME BC I REALLY NEED IT. RIP KRISTEN LYN FABIANO... 5-28-82 1-7-04! UR IN THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL (O/)!!!