Confused

Feeling: confused
OK, I have no idea what is going on. There is a girl ok and I started off dating her not even really knowing who she was. Then some stuff happened and we broke up. That was whatever though. I have recently seen her and I have this weird feeling about her. But it is good though. I am known for not judging people by their physical appearance. And this girl, I don't know what to say. I just love everything about her. Her personality, appearance, her thoughts, everything!! I can't seem to find out how she feels about me though. It would be cool if we were just friends, which is kinda what we are right now I think. If there is more than that out there, someone please tell me. I don't want to go out in the world chasing my deathwishes-emotionally. I just can't bring myself to ask her because she is having a hard time in life right now, I think. So, you know who you are, please talk to me sometime. --Just because you are lonely, it doesn't mean you are lonely.
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hey, im sorry about all this shit that im like starting with you, i should probably stop. i want you to know that i'd like to still be your friend, but im not in love with you anymore. im sorry if you only want to be with me and not be friends. but i dont know what else to do. i left some poems on my diary. im sorry if they suck. they arent about anyone in particular. thought i'd say hey though. gots to get.♥