Awkward Love

Feeling: blah
OK so last night I was kidnapped by my friend Ryan's cousins and some of their friends. So all in all there were four girls and Ryan and I. We ended up going to Pizza Hut and spending like $30.00 to act like a bunch of morons, but it was kinda worth it, I guess. But hey, they had the "Unplugged" CD by Nirvana there, so that was kick ass. Afterwards we went up to Stoked where no one was, So once again we left. At this time, I really had to pee because I was in the back seat with three other people and I was being squished against the door and someone else. Just then, Ryan's cousin lent over and kissed me, really randomly(if thats even a word.) It felt kinda awkward because every 10 seconds after that, she kept saying she loved me, and so on. No more than 5 minutes later, she kissed me again and I guess I had the urge to go back at her, so I did. It was honestly the most awkward kiss I have ever had. After that, we went to take Ryan's cousins home when their mother called and asked who was with them and when they were coming home. Of course, one of Ryan's cousins said my name and now thay are grounded for two months from everything, including me. Long story short for you all who don't know what happened two years ago, I got expelled from school for doing something bad, and no one ever lets me live it down. So as soon as I even half way feel love, something shitty like that happens, again!!! Trying to bring up my mood, I finally could not hold it in anymore, so I was going to pee out the window after kindly receiving a blow job from a girl in the car. Guess who was driving, Ryan. lol. Turns out I didn't do it because I didn't want to go to the Vincennes Department of Correction for peeing out of a window. Good thing because it would be another stupid thing on my record. Oh well. Life's is a trip. :) Hi-Pinky(because I love Mountain Dew a lot!)
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its not a big deal...

unless.. his cousin is a man..
and then id say thats cool.. youre gay.

but i doubt it.

so .. im glad you have a girl to like?
Yum, get it where you can get it, child.
okay, see the thing is, i'm the cousin...thanks, i feel loved, and no, i'm not a guy, and i very much like you so thanks again.
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