Passover

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: annoyed
Josh (my older man) brought his son over for passover and he is the cutest little boy ever. I wanted to keep him. Josh was soooo much more attactive with the baby and really at this point in my life he can't get much more attractive. I was stairing at him thinking "I really love him" because I do, I try not to and I know it sounds silly but I do. Well, yesterday a rabbi from the seed of abraham (they are Jews who believe Jesus is the son of God) came and taught us about the passover season and showed us what they do and everything. And after he was talking to me and he asked me some questions and then we prayed together and I got saved... It was really crazy... I don't really feel any different than yesterday (I think I was already saved) but maybe God wanted to kick me in the ass and tell me to do this. So we are going to visit the seed of abraham and I might get baptized. I know it's a little out there but I guess that's the way it's suppost to be. Ok, so this is why my emotion says annoyed... I was talking to Collette about how much I like Josh and she like "I think he like short blondes" I wanted to be like "What does that matter?" If I'm so great and pretty like she always says that I am. What does it matter what his type is? He's not my type either. I just like him, because he's him. I really think there is something she's not telling me. Oh yeah and today I came out and my tire was flat and there was a scrach down the side of my car. This is the third time something has happened to me car because I have to park on the street. She this time we call the cops and filed a report and I told him when everything happened but he filed it like it all happened yesterday. So now I can go to my insurance company and be like "Ok give me my money." So I guess that's all ok, but also the cop noticed that my regestration is up on Sat. And I live in Albany and I am a resadent of Massachusetts. So that means I have to get home by Saturday and I have no mirror and a flat tire. And finals are in two weeks. I hate my life. Oh yeah and Eli's friend came over today (he's really cute, but totally crazy)and he put his hand on my knee. I looked at him like he had four head's it was pretty funny.
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ooooh, the knee touch! nice!

You know what Kat, neither of us are supermodels, but we are worthy of the love and affection of any guy we fancy. Don't listen to anyone saying you're not this or that, just follow your heart. And if it doesn't work out, than so be it, but at least you didn't deprive your heart.

Love,
im confused you think a baby is attractive?
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