i made a really really ridiculously stupid decision on friday.. but its ok :) i know exactly what will happen next. im just happy i just went through it and didnt chicken out like she did last year :) yeah. im tired of being soo moody. the problem is that i cant really help it...there something odd going on with me...0.o and no its not pms..gr... hahaha! hmm point of story.. i did it for me..i dont care if she and i ever see each other again, as long as i know i tried :D im fine. yeah! she made the attempt last year so im pretty much compensating for her deed..yup -paola