My mom is pissing me off. The intent of me getting a job was to get out of the house, and to have my own money to spend since my mom doesnt give me any. Then it turns into "you need to save all your money, if not, you have to pay for all your bills" So I ask her, "Can i take out some money, like, $20" and her response is "...Yea I guess, but the whole reason was for you to save your money otherwise youre paying for your cell phone and car insurance. I am giving oyu a killer deal with you not having to pay for that." Fuck this. Im not even 18 and she's going to make me pay for my own shit. She gives my brother so much money, hundreds at times, and she knows he isnt going to pay her back. Its the same exact thing, but of course my bro gets slack. BUt he IS 18. I dont get it. Everyone always makes things so much harder on me than everyone else in the family. This is exactly why I want to move with my pops. This is exactly why Im going to jump on the chance to. He is a parent. My mom is just putting a roof over my head. I can go to a friends house and they will do the same exact thing. Sometimes I wonder why I put up such a big front about liking my mom as much as I claim I do. I know I hvae it good, and it's not that Im a greedy bitch and just want more, but FUCK. Because of her, I start to give up on everything that I do. Everything that I do, I get nothing in return when it comes down to it. I get great grades, I do everything right when it comes to her asking me to do something, I dont get in trouble and yet I have to fend for myself with everything but a house (which is a given in any family, mostly). I even buy my own damn food usually. I just dont get it... I know life isnt fair, and that life can be a total bitch, but in the family, its just with me. Im going to go look for cell phone plans. Ill write after SF.