Ever since I got back from SF I have been so down. I really miss my cousins so much, and it doesnt help when they say they miss me too. (I dont mean I dont want them to miss me, I just mean that it sucks because all of us wanted to spend more time together but we couldnt) Ive talked to AJ and Jr. at least once everyday... usually more than that though. Jr and I were looking back on pics, and I just wanted to cry... Over two days, there were so many great memories. This is how he put it: "In 2 short days... A family is reunited... A marriage takes place... Cousin antagonism is mended... And I meet up with a cousin very dear to me after 8 long years... Simply Beautiful...Truly Blessed." I couldnt have said it any better. While him and I were talking last night, we were talking about how different is between that side of the family, and my side of the family... and how I feel so much more comfortable with his side of the family. Its not that I dont love my side of the family, I absolutely do with no doubt, but it is very hard because my side doesnt even really like my father. Go figure, my family somewhat takes it out on me. And another thing, my family also likes to cover things up, make things seem ok when they arent. But with the Nor. Cal side of the family, they are completely open. Everything is always put on the table with no trouble.... and they love my dad. The way I see it is, Im going to stick with behind my dad no matter what. Y'know, its like, they WANT me to spend time with them. Jr was saying how two of my cousins were talking about Disneyland, and how they are going to rearrange everything so I will be able to go. I mean, do you know how much I appreciate that? And how thankful I am to be close to that side of the family? It makes my heart melt to know that Im truely cared for, and not just cared for because Im a family member (if that makes sense). But... Ya... I really cant wait for Disneyland! We're going there one day, then going to stay in a hotel and go to Universal the next. I get to see two of my little girls, and the rest of my cousins. AWWWW!!!!! Anyway... Here are some pics All the guys :) (-top- Chris, my pops, Romy, Raymond -bottom- Randy, Jr!, AJ)

Charlize! Shes my baby from up there :)

Rina and Gellie (nicknames, of course)

Jr. and I being tarded. Good times, good times

On the way to the reception.. We're safe, we wear our seatbelts! Lol

Me and alize, she looks mad but she was just striking poses left and right lol

Jr. and I again, I love this pic

Me and my Auntie Ann

Jr. dancing with the little girls

Charlize being funny again

(I caught him so many times with the camera when he wasnt paying attention)

Gellie!