theres kind of a lot going on right now... or at least it seems that way. school is going ok. its really difficult for me since I have the majority of my classes being core classes. its not that the classes themselves are difficult, but i just have a lot of homework each night... about 2-3 hours of it. its been really hard even these past two weeks with trying to juggle work. so ive decided to quit my job. its not that i dont want to work anymore, i would just rather focus on my education. i know im a nerd 8) and i guess you could say the money isnt really worth the struggle. its my junior year, i need to do well. my braces have been a bitch. the surgery hurt my jaw so bad, but the tightening of my braces hurt just as bad but the pain is now in my teeth. when she tightened them, i felt like i wanted to cry it hurt so bad [[if you know me, I dont cry over hurt of physical pain too often. i can suck it up]] I took a vicodin but it still didnt help. Hmm?? it got so bad that i my jaw was paralized with pain when I woke up (both for a couple days after my surgery up to the day after tightening them). as of right now, i get my braces tightened in 2 weeks, but after that tightening, it's only 9 days. Shiiiit!! lol.. everything with family is going great... kinda. im just really sad because my brother is moving out on the 20th. It will be nice to have my own room and have new furniture and matress to sleep on, but I would rather still share a room and have my brother live in the same house as i. i really am going to miss him... =( i get to go to the fair on sunday with my pops. im looking forward to spending time with him! it should be fun! (even though im really disappointed in the person i could have seen there... but that's ok. i need to get over it) I need to go to sleep. its 11pm and Im exhausted. ill update with other things later on.. night! ♥