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I stayed home again today. My throat hurt so bad, but it's a little better now. Hopefully tomorrow there will be a delay or maybe even a closing? :) I doubt it though. My eyes burn so bad. Yikes. I had a dream, where I was falling, um, out of the sky, I think? It was scary. I woke up all sweaty, clinging onto my pillow, eek. I felt weird. I feel weird now. I always feel weird. And... unsure? I guess you could call it. Hmm. So everyone's happy with their boyfriends and such. FUCK YOU. :) Nice way to rub it in, huh? I'm fine. I don't need one. It's not a necessity. I'm not going to die. I'm not going to cry about it. ...BUT, it would be nice- Merffff. What a good mood i'm in. I LOVE EVERYONE. I'M PREGNATE.. ..i'm kidding, eek- Ringa ding dong, ring ding dong. I have to pee. ^_^ oh yeeeah. fftl owns me. OH.. yeah so.. Hawthorne Heights is playing in Poughkeepsie tomorrow. But will I be going? NO. I think I might walk. :) Oh yeah.. why must guys be so damn STUPID all the time. Please, let me just find one decent one. Even if he's gay, uh thats just dandy, hah dandy.. uhhh..ok :) *5 minutes later* I took pictures. -They're blurry. -why can't i be photogenic? ^Jason took this picture of me. Kind of blurry cause he doesn't know how to work a camera. sorry for my unattractiveness..if that's even a word. o_o Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe. Your eyes can see right through me.
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nice diary.
[Anonymous]
lol ok then well then you'd better go pee :) well that's good that you feel better, it's all better without a sore throat! and with a 60 watt amp :D well hope things go well with ya, ~nick (my name by the way)
[Anonymous]
wow, i love your diary, its so hawt

♥chelsea
[Anonymous]
your diary is crazy cute. and hawthorne heights rocks my effin socks B) ahh i x3 them. and all boys are all stupid, every one. but i would like to have a gay best friend :) rock on &deffinetely go see hawthorne heights ;] hotness



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jessica x3
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