It's so hard walking on this balance beam. Things are so passive aggressive, but not aggressive enough to be passive. It's driving me nuts. It's like watching a blind man cross a street, you know they can do it alone, but you just want to help to speed up the process, the anxiety is horrifying. but this is love. love is not demanding, it's understanding. It's respectful, something i haven't quite mastered yet, but I think i'm catching on pretty quick. There's a thousand things I could say, or do, but we'll wait.... so for now, i'll count my blessings, and keep staring at photographs no matter how processed they may be, it's still a part of every one of our memories. There's a reason why no one takes pictures of people crying or frowning, because these are times that should never be remembered. &This is a life lesson I think we all should remember. Including myself, unfortunatly I had to learn it in the most painful way possible, but these are the lines we walk, it's our choice to run or crawl. Never give up....but I give up.
valentines. :]
may 21st.