So here I am again. and wondering why I'm starting not to care as much. Or just making myself believe that I dont care. When I actually care so much. I'm still not able to tell yet. We havent had a real conversation since about Wednesday or Tuesday. And it's not my fault. or maybe it is. If he's not going to make the effort, then there's nothing left I cant do. so why try? [because, i want to.] dalskalskdaskldj that's the only thing i can think of to explain this situtation anymore. so i guess im going to my dads over labor day.. and my mom's going to some concert. no fair. =[ bleh. i dont have much to say.