sometimes, i wish i was weak. weak enough to allow myself to give up on this one. weak enough to forget it all and pretend like it never happened. but i cant. i cant let myself give up, and forget this all. i wont leave. ever. for as long as you want me here, im here. raul,este,josh,me,&funtimes. this was pointless. because im not 'here' enough to write more. i cant think.