What's with me these days? I cant think anymore. I never feel quite right. I dont talk. I hold back. I dont know why I feel so wrong. I'm pretty sure I'm slipping back into depression. fuck being sad for noreason. i hate it. guess what? i have no friends. things are weird. i feel weird. everything... is changing. i cant explain how, it just is. i need something, i dont know what. something more?? something less?? or something in- between?? Maybe nothing needs to change. Maybe I need to change. I'm sick of myself & everything to do with me. at all. ever. afkd;sdf' fuck. fuck. ramble. fuck. fuck. just shoot me.