oh wow .. today has been crazy .. nothing happened but this gay mentoring! I seriously wanted to kill myself! but yah .. last ngiht I went to the euphorium with ashley and alicia! and Jake was there .. oh wow do I like that kid .. but I can catch mysel on fire and he still wouldn't notice me ): oh well one day he will. but he looked so cute and I got a picture of me and him.. I'll upload it to my background soon enough! but I think I'm going to go! nothing exciting yet, but then again its only 10:24! I'm out byee