please excuse the usher allusion.. but i figured it was time to make another random confession entry. -i like an avril lavinge song -i looove my padded bra, and probably wear it toO often -jen is one of my 4-5 friendsi hangout with -when i want chocolate and im too lazy to go the store and buy it i eat handfuls of chocolate sprinkles that have been in the pantry forever. after a while they taste all waxy, but i still do it. -i have absolutely no direction in life. -im late all the time.i never have a good reason either, i just get distracted by something and don't leave when i should. -i have a caffine dependency -im a terrible liar, but when i getaway with lying to my parents it makes me feel good.i lie about what im doing just so they wont ask questions and i can limit our interactions as much as possible. -i am an extremely negative person, and sometimes feel incapable of seeing the bright side of things. -im a slow learner -last night i bought my own gas for only the second time since ive been able to drive. -i cant do things normal people can. -i cant swim. -i can't pump gas by myself(it was 2 person job) -i cant handle having a debit card.ive had for amonth and i already am -$3 in checking with only $6 in savings. -i cant blow up a balloon -it took me alot longer than normal to learn how to drive and i still wrecked my first car. -im pretty observant i guess, and know alot more about some people than theyd ever guess or want me to know. -i obsessively read certain diaries of people i have never met/talked to. -if im wrong about the god thing, i hope i go to hell.i think itd be an interesting experience. -i sing along in my car by myself with windows down. -when i work i find self thinking"god i really hate people." -i think lance armstrong is becoming annoying.the whole sheryl crow thing is extremely stupid. -freshman year i owned the simple plan cd and liked it.i even went to warped tour that summer and only saw them.(i wanted to see other people but i got there at 6 and left at 7) -the whole jesus thing gets on my nerves. -i like boys..alot.but often,when they show interest in me i get annoyed.i hate when they say things they think are romantic. -ive never had a boyfriend. -sometimes i want a bf just so i can do the "bang-cock" thing from american pie to him.i dont think id have bf for long if idid that. -i eat like im 8 years old. i HATE veggies and think a candy bar is an acceptable lunch.i also don't like to try new foods. -i locked my keys in my car...while it was running - i love it when people say my name,esp. boys.